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Tuesday, July 30th 2019

8:46 AM

Punches and Hugs for Judy

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My heart wants to be joyful, yet is somewhat broken Life throws us punches. Life gives us hugs, sometimes simultaneously. Never think today has no influence over tomorrow or next month on next year or ten or twenty years from now. It does. Enjoy things you take for granted today for life changes instantly. Decisions made today will change families, change generations, change our world, change the entire world in some way. You cannot do a thing to go back and change the past and make it be the way you want. We don't have time machines. We don't have the power to make others make the decisions we think are right. All we can do is trust God to carry us through this life and pray for all those we love who are part of this life He has given us.

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Monday, November 12th 2018

9:29 AM

Dream November 8th, 2018

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I and Matthew were at WOLC sitting on a side pew on the wall.  He was young,  Melanie Crownover was on stage singing.  People were running back and forth to a sound booth trying to fix something.  Melanie said," Y'all sound good.".  

Jeremy Allison in a purple shirt sat down beside us and said he was sorry that this was all messed up.  Then he said, "I wanted to let you know I don't believe anything they said about the reason you left."  I asked, "What did they say?'  He said, "On nothing, just that you took 60% of everything."

I got so mad, we left.   But alas, I was lost and didn't know which way to go to get home.  We wound up on this old gravel road that was covered in water and water on either side, people fishing.  We got out and I picked up this tape measure with a fish hook in it and somehow ended up with a fish hook in my mouth.  I told Matthew not to touch anything cause fish hooks were everywhere!

We got back in the car ended up back at the church which was kind of like in a mall.  There was a group of people sitting crosslegged outside in the hallway cross-legged crying.  I asked Candi Galloway why they were crying... She said, "well a wedding, funeral or something... about the same thing.. you know people cry."

I told her I was lost and she said she would help us.  We got in a white Mustang and she took us to place kind of like the first but worst.  It was a marsh.  Murky gray mud and rocks.  She took off across the swamp and left us sinking in the car.  She waver her hands hollering for help.   SHe had on a brown cape.

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Monday, November 12th 2018

9:20 AM

Dream November 11th, 2018

I was at Blount's. I set down my red purse by the potato salad.  I went back to get it and it was gone.  They told me who got it.  It was Mallari. I frantically looked for her and found her checking out groceries and some type of Hallmark wishing well made of wood.  She handed it to me.   I soon found she cashed my 145 dollar check.   I was so mad.  We got in a big fight in the store.  Wayne came and picked me up before the police came.   We then went to their house in Amory to "get my money back" he said.   Like they had it or something.   There were some Now cigarettes on the tv.  Wayne picked one up and smoked it on the way to the truck.  I said,  "Get Bell."   She was limping because she stepped on the cigarette he threw down.  I picked her up and held her in the truck.  Wayne was mad.  The dog was scared. 

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Monday, November 12th 2018

9:20 AM

Dream November 11th, 2018

I was at Blount's. I set down my red purse by the potato salad.  I went back to get it and it was gone.  They told me who got it.  It was Mallari. I frantically looked for her and found her checking out groceries and some type of Hallmark wishing well made of wood.  She handed it to me.   I soon found she cashed my 145 dollar check.   I was so mad.  We got in a big fight in the store.  Wayne came and picked me up before the police came.   We then went to their house in Amory to "get my money back" he said.   Like they had it or something.   There were some Now cigarettes on the tv.  Wayne picked one up and smoked it on the way to the truck.  I said,  "Get Bell."   She was limping because she stepped on the cigarette he threw down.  I picked her up and held her in the truck.  Wayne was mad.  The dog was scared. 

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Monday, February 29th 2016

2:38 PM

February 2016

Joy Lucius came bearing gifts, a lot of gifts. She told me these were what she had been saving for me for three years.  We were at Lawhon gym.  The gifts were wrapped real pretty like she always wrapped.  Randy came up and told her you do not have enough oil to come where she is.  She left, kind of sad.

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People were praying for me, they wanted to give me a "prayer pillow"  It was a tiny pillow like the size of a prayer cloth, but a pillow.   I said that I knew what that was and I used to get them where I went to church.  Then Tommy Galloway was there sitting on the floor and he offered me a little green toy soldier like a gi joe. Appeared to also have something to do with offered prayers.   He said he wanted to show me some of my on writing that he had kept... he pointed out the words."For myself"  He said you know what you should do. 

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On Canal Street.  The kids were little again.  I had come home from work and left them at Mrs. Justice's house.  I didn't pick them up.  Wayne came home all mad with them.  I told them I hadn't had anything to fix them for supper so I hadn't picked them up. 

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Wednesday, January 21st 2015

11:01 AM

January 2015

20th
Jackal Dream
Familar street with sidewalk, treelined at night, older houses.  I am at some sort of party. Joy Lucius presents me a very small box wrapped in striped Christmas paper with a red bow and tells me she has been waiting to give this to me.  I open it and see a gold lock shiney, heavy, detailed, not like any lock I have ever seen.  She tells me this is a new lock for my door she has been waitnig to give me.  The key is made inside the front of the lock and pops out.  As she tells me this I remember there is noone watching the kids at my house which seeminly is across the street.  I am worried that a baby has woken by now. I run up the steps, across the porch to a an old fashinded glass door with curtains that you can see through from top to bottom with a rod at the bottom holding it in place.  The curtain is light yellow.  
Inside the house some kids are front of the TV in the front room. I yell "Has the baby woke up, where is he?"  Theypoint toward antoher glass door that leads to the bedroom.  I look through to see on the bed is a jackal which I supposedly have left to watch the sleeping baby while I was away. THe baby is laying beside him on his stomach begins to move and cry and the jackal jumps off the bed and comes toward the door. 
Apparently the jackal is only calm and unthreatening with the sleeping baby.  When he awakes all hell breaks loose.  He shows his teeth and snarls and growls at me.  
He charges at the glass door that I am trying to keep shut.  The other children rush to help me hold it shut.  I am torn what to do, protect myself and the kids or let the jackal out and try to run to resuce the baby who is crying loudly.


19th
208 South Canal Dream
The house at 208 was about to be torn down and I got permission to walk through and look at it.  The floors were falling in and they had boards down to walk across.  The front rooms weren't all that familiar, but when I got to the kitchen I remembered it all. Same old cabinets with the window over the stove looking out over the back porch... an old bottle opener still on the door facing that my dad put there.  The pantry doors still there that mother used to pretend was a store when she asked me what I wanted her to cook for my lunch. I was so excited telling my husband all about the house.  
Out the back door, the porch had been torn down but the tree where I had my playhouse next to the porch was stil there.  It had grown so big.  I told Wayne this was the spot where I had played and where Susan had the curtains hanging on the porch that she took back when we got in a fight. 
Wayne looked at the ground and noticed water.  I told him about the flood that used to come when we would ride in boats.  He observed shells underfoot and said this used to be an island.  "I bet this goes all the way to Joe Gillmore's."   

18th 
Light Blue Mercury Montego
The house on the highway.  There is a comotion down the road and we are told there is a wreck on the bridge.   We run that way and someone from Nolans tells us Wayne is already down there. I said how did he get there so fast without passing the house.  They said he had been at the park since 2.  I got there and someone had ran a blue mercury montego off the bridge and someone was bad hurt... someone close to us... dont' know who exactly. Kind of confusing. I was just mad because Wayne had been at the park with someone.  He finally told me he didn't love me anymore. He was in love with her.


16th
Measuring Dream

A very green meadow with wild yellow flowers.   I am uphill. Wayne is downhill.  He tells me to hold the end of the tape measure.  He measures from top to bottom and says that it is 1000 feet to the grave.
This dream is conneced to this one.... There is a cardboard box, that is supposedly a coffin. Wayne openes it and says they sure didn't take to good of care of your daddy. I glance toward the box and see what appears to be what is left of my daddy's face like a blackened skeleton with hair still.    There are mroe boxes with labels that Wayne starts to open and tell him not to.... There is a label that says Robert's brother.



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Thursday, October 2nd 2014

12:08 PM

October Dreams

October 1st

Debbie and I have new jobs.   We have started work at Bank of Missisissippi and are in training of some sort.  Everyone but us has on red.   Suddenly we are told we are supposed to be training at People's Bank next door. They have hired us too.  Decisiosn decisons.  We go to the People's Bank, not nearly as nice.  I try to help Debbie down some stairs but she wants to be independent.  They give us reading tests.  But it seems it is not how fast you read, but how well.   Debbie is blind in one eye and doesn't do well.  One word I remember is burshide.... We later decide to go to work at Palmer's for less money because they need us to come back.  However, when we quit the bank job to go there, they look at us crazy and ssay we are not needed.

*burshide is a city in Germany

Ocotber 1st

Walking a chicken and a fiest dog on a leash at Lawhon playground on Wayside.   The chicken escapes and mass confusion of some type ensues.  Later we are at a house I have dreamed of before many times in a field with green grass out the back.... eating something.... perhaps chicken.....oh no!

 October 11th Saturday Night

I was at a new church.  There was a woman straight from the fifties speaking.. no stage on the floor.   She spoke of a broken street lamp once giving out a bright light now putting so much weight on a camel's back and literally breaking it.   Said this was like people who quit shining theri light doing what they are supposed to be doing to support others in the Kingdom.  It literally breaks down the everything that God is trying to do.

There was a woman and a girl with a blue dress on who went to the altar to pray.  They prayed quite a while.  Going out the door there was  a small piece of paper on the floor that said 1609.  I picked it up and went out the door... someone told me to come back when she was really preaching.

On the gravel parking lot was a blonde haired little girl singing do lord oh do lord oh do remember me....i sang it with her and she told me ... You taught me that.   

Later I was waking near the church a homeless man told me a skater had taken his ice cream from his cone.   He had a purple jacket tied around his waiste.  All the children there skated round and round and sang the song Do Lord so loudly.  It sounded as if the sound came from Heaven.

 

 

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Tuesday, September 16th 2014

10:20 AM

Dream

Tuesday Nitght, September 30th

Tornado Dream (recurring some changes)

We lived at the house at 917 East Main.  A tornado formed suddenly and we tried to make it to a storm house in the woods somewhere behind Palmer's.  (same place and storm house I have dreamed of before through the years)   Wayne had on a lime green shirt and fell off of some sort of wagon. We ran on to stom house, when we got there Wayne was there already waiting.  I was worried about getting the dog in.  She was on Palmer's parking lot.  The store was closed, but I knocked on the door trying to get in with the dog because it was too late to get to the stormhouse.

Sunday Night, Sept 14th, 2014

Yellow Lion Snake

Mother swimming, fell off some type of wooden raft.  There was a very long bright yellow snake.. back to the house ... the snake coiled in the bottom of a closet, hididng behind a clothes basket.  Me - "he thinks he is hididng, but I see him."  Suddently the snake transforms to a lion snake... lion's mane furry  smaller... but still deadly. Fast Forward to the tobacco store/palmer's parking lot... go in tobacco store... old general type store where where we shop for some type of tool to kill snake.....two women about to be married there.... Chris H. there.... working as some type of auctioneer.   Wayne and I pull out of parking lot in heavy rain... no weapon found to kill snake.

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Monday Night, Sept 15th, 2014

There is a choir.  Debbie has joined it wearinga  choir robe holding a candel.   She sings a new song, an original, but people join in and know the words.  I tell her I am glad she sang the song and it is strange how people knew the words.  We are about to go home to eat meatloaf. Home is on South Canal across the street at neighbor's where Mrs Fowler lived... another family has lost their son.  His name was Mike.   The man has furniture for sale... I want to buy coffee table and end tables...light wood.   The wife tells me there is much more for sale.   

 

 

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Monday, June 9th 2008

6:10 PM

Prayer requests for the week of June 8th

Sandy Miles, stroke
Kenneth Green, cancer
Curtis White, cancer
Connie Duncan, Julie's sister in law,  cancer
Sarah Grace Wroten, jaw surgery Thursday
Sara Madolyn, infant baby who had stroke
Ray Bailey.head injury  in CCU
John Higgins, Bill Nichols, Kenny Langford, Trustees of WOLC
 
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Tuesday, May 27th 2008

9:09 PM

Prayer Requests this evening

Please pray for the family of Madonna Lynn Oliver, Bill Nichols 37 year old sister who was killed in a head on crash this afternoon at Peppertown. ___________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ Friday night there was an accident here in Tupelo. Four boys were hit by a drunk driver. The driver's child was killed in the accident as well as two of the boys. Please pray for the Dozier and Cannon family whose sons were killed. Continue to pray for the Bynum and Knox family; their sons are in the Med. Also, remember to pray for the driver and family. ____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ Also Ricky's friend Mona lost her mom to cancer. Curtis White was diagnosed with liver cancer Hollly's friend, Kathy, has a cancerous growth on her neck.
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